my idea/wishes
Saturday, February 20, 2010
I hope my parens was open-minded
coz i can go where i want...but sumtimes dont let me go
my mom keep scolding me to work hard
but she dont even know that i am working hard now
cant she feel me feelings?
i am poor.....trust me....
now i was controlling mself....not to use so much money...but all the FOOD.....tak boleh tahan...i juz wan to eat...cant control oso.....but luckily i cant get fat so easily
i oso controlling my temper.....i try so hard but no one know that i do try....
now every1 is goin to giv up one me
let them giv up
bagi mereka tengok saya BOLEH.....bagi mereka meyesal
nvm.....now need to work hard,study hard,sleep more and not too eat so much
i really do care abt my brothar
but all my family members say i dont
they keep saying that i keep scolding him or pukul/sakai him
i scold him is because i tak boleh tahan
i bit him is because i was playing tough on him....he is a boy of coz i hav to play tought on him
but he cries too much
even the skul teacher call him CC BOY
CC BOY means agua
EVERY1 SAY HIM OR SCOLD HIM
he cry or mengugut us
like....we call him to eat faster coz he is watching tv....thn he will say...u all dont let me watch i dowan eat liao
like this u say can tahan anot
for me i will scold him eh
he really too naughty liao but sometimes cute n funny
NOW i need to control myself not to scold him n pukul him
\u c...i try so hard but none of my family members know
now thay wanna giv up on me
so let them
i dont care ady
sometimes....i do really read but tak boleh masuk ke otak
i force myself but in the end more worse....everything lupa ady
is not that i dowan to study...is my otak got problem
they keep sayinbg......study hard la....blablablabla
after the first semester i only "KUT LAT" (hokkien) la
i wish that i could go out wiv my fwenz at 180410
i oso wish that most of my fwenz can come
thats all
我想发泄的只有这些
next time update ler
~Joleen~